1. i havent seen my girlfriend all week
2. im not allowed to see her this weekend
3. when i cant do those things i usually go and play drums, but im not allowed to play drums because my dad “doesnt feel like hearing that.” BITCH YOU’RE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO IT. so i at least asked to play his electric kit, WITH headphones, so he doesnt have to “hear that”. “lolno”-dad. SWEET. All’s i want to do atm is just play drums, the last 2 shows i played were the sloppiest of all slop imagined. which really pisses me off. and i made it one of my main points of the week to play drums and regain some “style” if you will. BUT LOLNO LETS MAKE MIKE MISERABLE LOOOOOLLLL
I have a show on saturday. a fucking awesome one. i want our set to be perfect. and i want to sound tight, as well as me personally to sound tight. no more sloppy slop, but it doesnt look like thats gonna happen cause i cant play drums ever in my life. It really isnt fair how even my guitar player plays drums more than me. well at least band practice seemed to go well today.
BUT on top of it all i cant see my girlfriend. for almost no apparent reason. you have no idea how much i miss her. and i wish i could see her pretty face at the show saturday cheering me on. ugh. OH AND TO TOP ALL THAT I HAVE A LATIN TEST TOMORROW, AANNNNND A RETAKE ON MY DRIVERS TEST. this means im gonna have to stay after and i wont be home until almost 5 tomorrow. YAyAyYAyayaayYYAayYAyaYAyayayAyay
But the main point of me writing this was to explain how much i miss my fucking girlfriend. its driving me almost literally insane. sigh but ranting feels good. HATERS GONNA HATE
gonna go play guitar i guess.
Passed down being signed to the Disney record company today. I wish I was kidding.
Out of all the record companies that are out there. Fucking Disney?
Im glad we scared them away with the cunt couch on our EP cover. GO PROFANITY!
this years frustrations, im leaving this world behind me
and maybe when this year rolls by me, swimming with the current someday you’ll find me
so heres my new years resolution
i may be young but im not dumb
and maybe next year i’ll be more fun
and here’s my, ended years conclusion
i’ve found the strength to get this done
and i’ll use this strength to get through the next one
temptations get the best of us
and im already stuck enough
i just cant deal with this anymore
it seems like i’ve been fucking up
but this is where i call your bluff
i just cant blame my self anymore
breaking the ties to let this go
is something that i’ve learned from you
maybe next time i’ll have the strength to prove
that i’ll be strong enough for you
act old when you’re young
and young when you’re old
and i promise that you’ll live forever
and some say its dumb
i call it honored and bold
this year has been my biggest contender
I still have my whole life
and this world cant waste time
on me, cause im just a pretender
i need to take my time
next year i’ll do just fine
i’ll prove this world that im a defender.
(Here’s my new years resolution
Next year Ill find my solution)
this year was only a lesson
and i cant keep second guessing
my fear has turned a mess and
i’ve learned how to not express it